ME.



DEAR FRIENDS
I FEEL
LIFE
I AM LIVING
PROOF
I AM STRONG
STRONGER
THAN I EVER WANTED TO BE
I LIVE WITH PASSION
BUT
I’M SURPRISINGLY CALM
I’VE FELT PAIN
BEFORE
IT BURNS LIKE CINDER
SMOLDERING
BURSTING TO FLAMES
WITH A SINGLE BREATH
SPREADING
LIKE WILDFIRE
IT SCORCHES MY HEART
BLACKENS MY THOUGHTS
TEARS FILL MY EYES
SPILLING
DOWN MY FACE
LIKE RAIN
COOLING RAIN
MY HEART STILL BEATS
MY THOUGHTS
FLOW
I LIVE
LIFE
I AM LIVING
PROOF
I AM STRONG
STRONGER
THAN I EVER WANTED TO BE.
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Friends Time Out.



Priyal ... Sarcasm + Fun + Not more than 3 jokes on me in a day!



Abbu and Babbu ... Crazy + Bums !



Smoke .... its for the wise ...



Abhay ... My mate ... Most innocent pic of him ... I love it !



We walk .... discover ... mark ... sit around ... have fun !!!



... and climb trees too !



Then we decide to diet and not eat the road side kachra and NO R&B ... but ... we then sit at CCD ...



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Monday, April 5, 2010

Lullaby.




Draped in pallor.
Excruciating stillness.
Perturbing pincers.
Orating numbness.
Eyes un-numbed.
Frozen lips of happiness.
Lying in bowels,
of acute psychosis.
Gaze into the night.
Ruffling wind explains.
Screams are futile.
Silence is yet unheard.
Aching novelties.
Wandering redness.
Tears form maroon.
Drops in wilderness.
Sleep now son...
Wake in nothingness!
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You will Come Back too ...




A touched feeling.
A forgotten past.
Well woven in words.
Art of past.
Love and hatred in pain and stair.
We shared it all.
And yet you donno.
A heart of emotion and,
Thoughts of Love.
Friendship knows no bounds.
Yet...
An empty stairway and,
A broken window...
The day you understand this,
You will come back too...
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To Live.



Its night time and im out the door into the night after a long day
bent over the drawing table. Running across the wet grass and staring
up at a night sky full of stars. This is one of those nights that there
are so many stars in the sky that you feel like you can see the whole
universe, all the way to the end, and i almost lose my balance.

And now im weightless. breath a white puff.
This is that moment i live for.
this is that moment that is being alive.
the height of the swing, and the sick feeling in my stomach
just before gravity and chains catch me.
to stare at the stars atop a mountain as the clouds rush 30 feet overhead
at impossible speed
to jump across a gap between buildings, and look down 6 stories at the
street below as you glide over it.
the sad feeling in your heart, after a great book, or movie.
to lay in a bed of strange plants laughing with friends at the worst joke
youve ever heard, but you cant stop laughing.
to see an animal take its last breath.
to finish drawing a story that took you months to complete.
to have your hands pulled into warm pockets on a cold night, fingers entwined.
to see a paper plane you just made get caught in the wind and fly up 200 yards
and out of sight down to the end of the street into infinity.

its like life slapping me in the face and wrapping around me
flowing through every part of me and everything around me.

Tonight on the swings i climb to the top and sit on the crossbar of the
whole set, 12 feet high.
i pull the swing up and wrap the chain around my neck, then lower myself
hanging by my freezing hands.
Im getting scared and the metal is so cold i start slipping.
this is stupid. i dont want this..
i dont want to die yet.. there was something i needed to do...

i needed to say something to someone. one word

not yet. and im scraping at the chain at my neck with one hand, while
the other numb hand is slowly sliding free from the crossbar. dont die yet.


suddenly im in a dark room, and i can hear what is supposed to be my mother
on the other side of the door. shes saying something so faint i can hardly
make out the words.. its my name. its 2:32am. shes saying not to die.
shes telling me i dont have to die.
there is a pile of puke in the corner opposite me and tears are running hot
down my face.

I feel hands holding me up under my feet as i work out of the swing-chain-noose.
a second later i fall to the sand below and collapse onto my side, breathing heavy
white explosions in front of my mouth against a sea of stars.
im alive.. and for a second.. its all that matters.
walking home, jumping in the parking lot.. dancing for a passing car.
jump into a bush, balance across the back of a bench. and im smiling
just like when i went to bed last night.

and outside the door to my room, under millions of stars
i cant say that one word.
that word hasnt been invented yet.
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Marvel Create Your Own Superhero | Make Avatars with Iron Man, Hulk, Spider-Man, Thor, Thing, Wolverine, and more Marvel Characters | Marvel.com

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

Comeon Man ... !

people...
we are all gonna die,
its a fucking joke!
its just... enjoy life!
I mean... everything is screwed
and I can't stand people that take themselves super-serious!
A lot of people suck!
A lot of situation suck!
A lot of things in general suck!
But as long as you can find the good...
get rid of the bad...
enjoy life as much as possible till its snuffed outta you...
then I think your doing a pretty good job

:D
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